unspoken feelings :)

maybe i'm not a good lover. I mess up . I start fights.

I get jealous easily.I am demanding. and I always get mad.

but there are three things I do love about myself:

1)I don"t play.

2) I give my all and 

3)I love deeply

If you could read my mind , you'd be in tears :)

can you stay in my heart forever ?
its seem life getting hard.
its like something shit happened.
i hate fight.
i hate everything that i do will remind me of you.
and the most saddest things that you were not there to hold my hand tightly.
and telling me everything will be okay.

"Having a boyfriend as your best friend is like the sweetest thing ever. You can chill, you can get jealous sometimes, you can fight and then make up after, have lots of pictures together, making silly faces. It’s just so nice to have that person who will stay in love with you no matter what happens. And he will always be the one you’ll need and 

 nobody can ever replace them ".

this is how i feel :)

GIRLS LANGUAGE :)

• .
• When she pushes you or hits you like a dummy cause she thinks shes stronger than you, grab her and don’t let go.
• When she starts cursing at you trying to act all tough,kiss her and tell her you love her.
• When she’s quiet, ask her what’s wrong.
• When she ignores you,give her your attention.
• When she pulls away, pull her back.
• When you see her at her worst, tell her she’s beautiful.
• When you see her start crying, just hold her and don’t say a word.
• When you see her walking, sneak up and hug her waist from behind.
• When she’s scared, protect her and make her feel safe with you.
• When she steals your favorite hoodie, let her keep it and sleep with it for a night.
• When she teases you, tease her back and make her laugh.
• When she doesn’t answer for a long time, reassure her that everything is okay.
• When she looks at you with doubt, back yourself up.
• When she says that she loves you, she really does more than you can understand.
• When she grabs at your hands, hold hers and play with her fingers.
• When she bumps into you, bump into her back and make her laugh.
• When she tells you a secret, keep it safe and untold.
• When she looks at you in your eyes, don’t look away until she does.
• When she says it’s over, she still wants you to be hers.

thanks for the gift kawan !:)

walawei !!
17 julai sudah berlalu. alhamdulillah dengan rasminya saya mengumumkan .selamat tinggal 19! selamat datang 20 !  umur ? ya itu umur saya ! :) pergh, TAPI IT'S OKAY IT'S alright hanya sekadar nombor ok?

tapi sik sangka  umur tua bangkak kerepot bak kata segelintir tek lah nak ? :P hehe masih sikdapat terimak kenyataan lalew! HAAHAH .even umur dah meningkat tapi masih juakk aihh orang bagik hadiah. happy segenap jiwa . even sik sangka sidak akan berik gift. sik mengharap juak . bagi yang memberi yaa.. thanks a lot!! sanggup juak takrg keluarkan duit takrang gara2 insan cam saya tok tek. wah wahh terharu mode ** MAKASEH ya. AHAA mok tangaaa ? OKAY LET'S CHECK IT OUT :)

yeahh ada buah epal agik. bestkan ? ahaha :) nice one . makaseh :D . mun maok tauk . sampe kinek gik lam kotak present ya.sikmok pake lok.sayang banget sih! aaa. epal ya udah makan la :D . mok tauk pa lam kotak ya ? TADAAAAAAAAAAA .

KOTAK BIRU YA ??

YEHAAAAAAAAA !! aku mok nangis malam ya pun sik jadi. what a big suprise ! i got mummy stitch ba . semestinya tok dari my bestfriend .HARRISON SANTAP dengan gabungan ABRAM juak. pergh! happy gila babeng vavi lalu lah aku. speechless mena masa ya. bukak jak kotak ya. teriak sakan sayaaaa . ny mmg tauk gilak la fav aku. mun sik bukan bestfriend lah kan? gpun anak stitch aku lok pun lamak rah nya. wek! thanks a lot babe ! :) thanks for the gift okay :DD

okay next . NOK KOTAK IJO KECIK YA PUN SAYA SUKA ! :)

haha cute kan cute? stitch juak ya ? pergh !! ne sik aku happy gila babeng !! :D 

tok gift dari twin ku sayang ;D ainur zahra bt yaakub. cute bah!! sayang aku mok pake. suma ya :(

KOTAK PINK ?

okayyy p yang pink ya cannot dpadah lah. rahsia kerajaan. ya dari adik angkat saya. niice nice. saya menyukainya !!

PAPA PUN . makaseh fr the gift !! ;DD


 OHHH YAAA. selain dari barang . ada juak yang mbak g favorite place aku :) best juak nak ? haha, yang paling best. MAKAN ! :) mok tauk cne aku mok g gilak ya. aku sikda padah mun aku nang ngidam nak g cya. mmg pande read my mind la. makaseh makaseh! and this is the place ..

damai :)

+

kopitiam ( pekena my fav pisang keju! )

+

swee kang

(aleep ngidam. HAHA)

makan ya? yeahhh terima kasih untuk yang membawak. tauk aku mok makan PISANG KEJU SIGIK ! HAHAHA THANKS A LOTSS !:) 

** AMIR IZZAT

**ALEEP SKILL HADARS

ok. hari ahad with kawan ku juga. my two heartbeat best of the bestfriend ctok.  mao tahu di mana ?

ok . jauh sik ? hahaha ! SUPREME CHICKEN RICE jak tok. even sik jauh. at least having fun dgn cdak.

p malam before yaa pergi KFC juak . wink2. makan jak keja aku kan:)

aaa. for my love ~ :)

.nathaneil rabin dunstan.

thanks a lot fr the wish sayang :)

iloveyousomuch. me sik mintak papa dari you. atleast you ingat me and wish . 

mmg kinda berharga juak bg me. thnks a lot dear :)

FAMILY :)

makaseh untuk semua wish dan doa2.

mudahan dikabulkan . amin.

sayang kitak orang ok ?

nantikan kepulangan saya !!

thanks a lot ! ;) akan ku jaga bebena :D muahs LOTS OF <3